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Jesse Hopkin / John Sweredoski / Darden Smith

Numb, I’m so numb
From what I’ve done
And what I’ve seen
Cold, the nights are so cold The days are dark
As dark can be
I’ve seen too much
I gave too much
Can’t you see I’m on my knees

My heart still beats
My eyes still see
But when my mouth starts to speak
The words don’t come
Cause I’m numb

Something took hold
Of my soul
And left it lying cold on the battlefield
But high
I’ve never felt so high
And I’ve been chasing that high ever since my first kill

And I lost so much
I miss so much
The big part of me that I left overseas

Am I chasing my demons
Are my demons chasing me
How far am I willing to run
How long am I willing to be numb


from SW​:​S Retreat - January 23, 2014, released May 16, 2014
Darden Smith Music / SongwritingWith:Soldiers Music (ASCAP)


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