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Amber Roads / Mary Gauthier

Air Force EOD, a woman on the front line
Catcalls, whistles and stares, on guard all the time
I made it thru combat I was stronger than I knew
But I let my guard down when I met you

Was I in love with a lie? Was I in love with a dream?
Was I in love with love? Is anyone who they seem?
When you’re around I want to feel the truth I speak
But I lose my way and I just feel weak

I come from addiction I come from abuse
Come from a long line of liars but I trusted you
You felt like home it was the worst thing I could feel
Cause where I come from it’s hard to know what’s real

Was I in love with a lie? Was I in love with a dream?
Was I in love with love? Is anyone who they seem?
When you’re around I want to feel the truth I speak
But I lose my way and I just feel weak

Here in the in between I grow stronger every day
I have friends all around me to help me find my way
Winter is here, but spring is around the bend
For every beginning, there has to be an end

Was I in love with a lie? Was I in love with a dream?
Was I in love with love? Is anyone who they seem?
When you’re around I want to feel the truth I speak
But I lose my way and I just feel weak
I know I’ll find my way, but for now I just feel weak

© 2018 SongwritingWith:Soldiers Music (ASCAP) / Mary Gauthier Songs (ASCAP)

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from SW​:​S Retreat November VA 2018, released December 12, 2018

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Founded by Austin, Texas singer-songwriter Darden Smith and Mary Judd, SongwritingWith:Soldiers is a non-profit 501c (3) organization.

Our Mission: We transform lives by using collaborative songwriting to expand creativity, connections, and strengths.
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